Ya know, pastry is so good, no wonder its so fattning...

Its been a weird week. The boy just got a job that is 6 days a week and like 10 hours a day, i miss him eh. But do you know whats totally awesome is that he comes home at the end of the night, tottaly knackered with smelly feet.. and i ask him how his day was.. and he says... "yea it was really good!" even with real enthusiasm.. it makes me smile so big and makes me want to love him more! Stink, i still miss him tho.. but you see.. i have much me time now which is kinda cool, i mean look, i've started writing shit again... that cant be a bad thing, and i feel like designing again.. its awesome and a feeling i have not felt in a very long time.

I am going out tonight to a friends birthday party.. now im kinda antisocial and don't enjoy parties very much but my horoscope is good this month for social circles so i thought wtf. im going with my new sister (we have only known each other since the beginning of the year) who although i get on really really well with her, she is getting way to clingy for my liking.. =( we spent the whole day together yesterday from 9am til 4.30pm and are going out tonight.. and she still wants me to come for a coffee this afternoon? erm, its getting a little much. LOL i see more of her that i do my boy!! shes cool though.. ill just keep thinking up excuses and if she gets shitty its her problem. She has a partner and baby too so yea.. not like shes lonely.

Lil is pulling herself up on everything now, and forgets to hold on.. many bumps to the head and sometimes im so scared shes like gonna get brain damage and stuff.. ill have to go to court if she ever ended up in hospital lol, plunket are already onto me after that disaterous visit that time when lils had just hit her head and puked on herself just as she knocked on the door... lils cried the whole visit and she wrote alot down in her notebook thingy and talked to me not much at all... omg i could just imagine it. what a nightmare. *note to self, put pillows everywhere..*