Ok time for a bitch session..

*takes a big breath*

TE was over today and might i just say, thank FUCK for that! oh my god, seriously i hated it! i had 10 year olds, man they are the devil in disguise at that age. Theyre to smart for their own good and you spend half the day telling them to sit the fuck down before you strangle them (well i dont say that but its what im thinking) otherwise you get absolutly NOTHING done.. seriously..

My lecturer came to see me in action and i had my little reading group of 10 children and a really fun reading activity to do (well ok, it sucked but it wasnt my idea) i thought yea im sweet these are good kids... WRONG! they turned into little hell beasts. 2 of the boys decided they were going to be dead and lay on the carpet being dead. nothing i could say, or do, or threaten, would make them be undead. 3 of the other girls decided they hated the reading book and they didnt want to read it anymore and just refused... we were talking about journalists and i asked the kids what they though a lead on a story was.. the answer i got... something you take a dog for a walk on...

i rest my case.

so now there is major concern for my behaviour management stratagies and i have to adress this very VERY serious issue "as soon as possible"

im just standing there like going.. what the fuck?

so i cried. as i do. the all emotional "i cant stop fucken crying" ange. oh my god i was so embarrassed but it just all flowed out of me. so i got over it balh blah, finished my last 2 days of my three week stint and now im out of there... they can kiss my ass goodbye... man....

in other news... mum and dad are back from overseas.. *sighs* this means more low-keying until we can find k somewhere to live. hopefully ill win lotto tommorrow then i can buy a house... or three.

mucho hugso to samso.

xx