Crisis after crisis in the last week.

Its been so fukken horrible, easily the worst tim ein my life.

Ive cried more tears than anyone should ever have... yet here i am at the other end, crisis after crisis averted... everything ended up ok.

its amazing how so much stress can really tell you things about yourself, things you never really realised, maybe had an inkling of but never fully realised.. ya know?

and its amazing how much closer 2 people can get when they get through these things together.

I love my boy so much. Its been a long road getting here, but we're finally on the same path striving for the same things.

I nearly lost him twice... and neither of those times was because of problems between us.

Exams came and went. Im not to sure how i went, but i had so much going on i wasnt really coping, i totally lost the plot the morning of my maori exam. But whats done is done so im just hoping like hell i did ok and got the marks i needed to pass.

Everything else is just normal, thank god, though i question past friendships. theres just to much that time cannot erase so ive cut some ties... because these people set out to hurt the person that means the most to me in the entire world. I cant forget that.

I love this song.. my immortal by evanescence.

Im glad i have my computer back. I missed you my darling diary, you have no idea how many times i wanted to confide in you.

But everythings ok now... maybe i can get back to being happy again.

(a BIG heys to Lithium!! my boy!! where you been hiding.. and more to the point howd you find me here!!! lol rawkin, i hope your well and that you read this.)