<< dumbass >> 2003-05-23 :: 9:08 p.m.
Im sick of people who think they know everything. Im sick of people saying theyre going to do things and then not doing them. Im sick of havingno money. Im sick of stressing out about exams. Im sick of the maori language. Grrrr. Now that thats all out.. I found out that a chick in my class is a lesbian today. Thie doesn't make me like her any less, but, i will be honest it has changed the way i look at her. I dont think I look at her and think oh my goodness shes a lesbian, but for some reason i really want to get to know her better, i want to know what makes her tick.. and i guess i want to see if i can see for myself any lesbian tendencies. Stupid huh. But nah, shes the coolest chick, we were friends before i found out, and i mean im not even sure she knows that i know... i guess im just intrigued by it all. Me and her made rings in technology today with the soldering iron and wire, it was fun =). And we're studying on monday. I failed all of my numeracy test again. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. I cant even pass one single section and its like intermediate math for goodness sake. It annoys me i just cant get this shit in my head! mind you it was never my strong point. today I went to the afternoon lecture for numeracy as i did last week, the lady that takes itis like so cool! she makes me understand things. Today we learnt prime numbers and i actually understood what they are and how to work out which numbers are and arent prime numbers. shutup. i know im dumb but this was a major breaking through point for me. Anyways im off to bed to watch a dvd. 13 hour shift at work tommorrow.. YAY! Not. but i desperatly need the money... like DESPREATLY, so i have no choice, and no idea how to spell desperatly. =)
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