*sighs* i feel kinda... i dunno... odd? Depressed? Left out?

I had the shittiest day at school with the kids today, i wasnt in control at all. I finished the day by not wanting to go back there, not wanting to be a teacher..

all because i had one bad day. Fuck what dedication i have.

What i dont understnad is how much parents can fuck up there kids, send them off to school and then say to the teacher "hes your problem now, you fix it."

Do they think teachers are miricle makers?

Theres aboy in the class im in who has major anger issues, like serious as anger issues. hes not allowed to play with the rest of the kids at lunchtime and interval because he hurts them, bad, if he gets mad. and the rest of the kids wont play withhim anyways, because thyeve seen what he can do to another child. But seriously this kid is a total angel, he has the sweetest face and the nicest personality... i feel so. fucken. much. for the poor kid. I know alot about the family background that i was filled in on... sad... his mother used to lock him in cupboards.

I just dont understand people these days.

Anyone. Im serious.